Tag Archives: depression

Mind: Talking about suicide so we decrease the number of people who die by suicide.

Suicide is not reversible. Stop before you do it….. I wanted to post on mental health in May but did not because I wanted current statistics: When I last researched mental health five or six years ago, the World Health … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression 1 of 9

I am posting this series again as a response to the death of a much loved, well-known man, Robin Williams. He killed himself. While the spotlight is on depression, I want to add another person’s experience living with severe depression, … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression. 2 of 9

Yesterday was rainy, damp, and cool with a gray sky and no sign the sun existed. Even if I were not depressed, I would have wanted to stay in bed. Depression is inertia. There is no energy to get up, … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression. 4 of 9

Several years before Joseph was born, I was admitted to a hospital for several days of EEG (brain wave) monitoring to see what types of seizures I had, how often they came, and thus, what change in medication or other … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression. 5 of 9

I started writing this post six weeks ago, in late October. Usually I write fluidly when ideas are ready to come together. Six weeks ago, I knew what ideas and personal experience I wanted to capture, but I was not … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression. 7 of 9

Two weeks ago everything fell apart and I ended up in the psychiatric emergency room. Some days I feel I’m looking at a film of life rather than being immersed in it, physically alive. In contrast, when Joseph was home … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression. 8 of 9

My problems became apparent to me late last summer, but I muddled along until just after the new year began. I lost the ability to muddle rather dramatically one morning and ended up in the acute psychiatric service. The fallout … Continue reading

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Personal Health Log. Riding out the Storm. Living with Depression. 9 of 9

Healing from illness, injury, or psychological trauma is rarely linear. We do not get better and better. We have days where we feel we can beat our problems, even if only a bit at a time. Other days we feel … Continue reading

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Essay. The World in a Single Flower.

It has been rainy and cool here for the last two days, so different from the period when two of three weeks had temperatures not far below body temperature, compounded by high humidity. The pain in my right hip and … Continue reading

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Essay. The Fog of Life.

A caution of sorts. I live near Boston, Massachusetts, so much of my personal doings and thoughts for the past month have taken place against the backdrop of the bombings at the Boston Marathon. This week a policeman gave his … Continue reading

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