Tag Archives: faith

Essay. I See You.

“I see you.” Not just I acknowledge you, but I truly see You. In Avatar, this is how a scientist translates and explains an alien greeting. I had not seen the film recently, and this scene struck me anew. Two … Continue reading

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Essay. The Essence of Christmas.

A reminder of what Christmas really is—The lesson I learned when I thought Christmas would not happen. I wrote this in a hospital in 2012 as I was recovering from two emergency operations to deal with an infection that set … Continue reading

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Essay. Lily in December.

Six years ago the Earth paused for a fraction of a second before picking up its rotation: my dog Lily died. That morning, I woke to blood around the bedroom, some of it so abundant it had mounded on the … Continue reading

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Essay. Angels.

My father always said that we sometimes need to look back. If not physically, we need to look back in memory to appreciate what has brought us to today. If we don’t do that, we don’t have all the tools … Continue reading

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Essay. The Words that Echo.

Sometime around 11 pm March 18, 1995, I was bleeding out on the OR table after an emergency delivery of Joseph and was less than a minute away from the obstetrician removing my uterus in a last attempt to clamp … Continue reading

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Essay. The Road Home.

Autumn is here. The sun was warm in the yard today, the breeze soft. The dogs chased balls without starting to pant. My jeans felt comfortable even though I was regularly wearing shorts until this week. In an earlier time, … Continue reading

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Essay. What Happens Next.

Once I was a promising young doctor, then a patient with a head injury, then a mother to a beautiful child with autism and bipolar disorder… and through all of it, a person. I’ve spent decades trying to help people … Continue reading

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Essay. The train to Baltimore.

I know babies were born today, couples married. I personally know of two people who died, one after a long fight with cancer and another in a road accident. In the way we interlace the fingers of two hands, we … Continue reading

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Essay. Gentle knights, gentle night.

In honor of two men who helped me find and keep the best parts of myself. My gentle knights. I have a photo of an older man sitting on a couch with legs outstretched on a hassock, lost in a … Continue reading

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Essay. A New Leaf.

When my brothers and I were young, our grandmother would occasionally tell us we needed to turn over a new leaf. It was her way of saying we needed to stop whatever bad thing we were doing and find something … Continue reading

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